Copyright Matthew Burden, 2001
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~34~
“God be praised!” the shout
resounded over the banks of the little stream.
While the other four sat up
drowsily, their hair skewed in every direction imaginable from the night’s
slumber, Alfred was already up and limping happily toward the stream. Singing with a full baritone voice, quite
off-key, he waded into the brook.
The four companions watched him dazedly, wondering where he found the
energy to appear so lively at such an early hour.
“Alfred!” Edward called out, rising stiffly from the thin mat he had been
stretched out on. When his brother
turned to him, he grinned brightly. “You'll wake everyone in the villages!”
“Let them hear it, Ed!” he
said happily, splashing the cold water over his bare arms and face. “This is a new day for me!”
Hannah gave him a
disapproving look and wandered further down the stream while the two brothers
continued to talk.
“I can’t understand
it, Ed,” Alfred said, shivering as he stepped gingerly back onto the bank. “Last night I began to search myself, to
confess my sins and yield up all those areas of my life that I had been holding
back. I know I’m far from through this
step, but nevertheless I feel so—clean!
So new and revitalized.”
Justin rose to
meet the two men, talking so earnestly in the light of the morning sun. “I hate to disrupt this, my friends, but we
should set out again, immediately if possible.”
Oswald groaned, stretching
his sore muscles. “Never have I marched
so hard in my life."
“Yes,” Alfred spoke
excitedly, “we must be off. And we must
take the main road once again.”
“For safety’s sake, Alfred,
I think perhaps we should remain to the side of it,” Justin replied.
“What can harm us?” he
retorted with a grin.
“Your old friends could,” said Oswald.
Alfred laughed and waved it
off. “I doubt it. They’re probably still lost in the woods
somewhere. Besides, Ed and I have a plan
by which to proceed should they or anyone else surprise us.”
Justin smirked. “Did you ever think of letting the others in
on this secret?”
“No,” said Alfred. “The more people who know, the
greater the chance the secret would be lost.
And our lives may depend on it.”
Edward nodded. “Please understand, my friends, that this is
not out of any distrust of you. We have
merely taken several extra precautions to maintain the safety of the robe. And until we deliver it safely, we cannot let
you know the secret. Especially you,
Justin. With your experience concerning
the robe, we shall need you to remain in the darkness in this matter until we
reach that point.”
“Well then,” Justin sighed. “I suppose I'll go along with all this, at least for now. Back to the road it is, then. Edward, go find Hannah while we break
camp. We should be able to cover several
leagues today with the weather so fair.”
Edward left the three men
and strolled slowly along the bank in the direction he had seen Hannah go. After several minutes, he found her sitting
near the stream, watching it ripple past. Even before he spoke with her, Edward could
tell she was angry about something, although he had no idea what it could be. Her brow was furrowed, her eyes holding a
steely glare on the water’s dancing surface.
Pausing, he
cleared his throat to catch her attention.
She didn't even look up to see him, though, but rather let out a long
sigh.
He was at a loss to know
what to say. Although something deep
within him pressured him to ask her to confide in him, he lacked the courage to
do so. He could not suppress a wry smile
at the thought that despite all the dangers he had faced, his greatest losses of
courage came more when dealing with those closest to himself.
“It’s time to go, Hannah.”
She shook her head. “It’s not as easy as it seems, Edward.” Her voice was hollow, tinged with a note of
despair.
Even though they had shared
their thoughts over and over with one another, still Edward felt a sense of
timidity when speaking with her. He drew a deep breath and lowered himself down beside her. The silence hung like a veil
between them, uncomfortable and painfully apparent. At long last, she broke her gaze with the
stream and looked at him.
“Do you think of your father
often?”
He winced,
feeling once again the weight of that scar upon his soul.
“Sometimes. My mother died when I was
born, and so it was his hand that raised me and taught me.”
“My mother died in
childbirth as well,” Hannah said, her eyes growing distant. “What was your father like?”
“He was a strong man...until a sickness weakened him near the end. He was also proud, very proud of his
race. He would not let us forget the
blood of Saxon nobles that coursed through our veins.”
“He held his race dearest to
his heart?”
“No,” Edward said with a
melancholy smile. “He taught us that as
important as being Saxon was, it could not compare with the gift that comes
through knowing Christ. I can remember seeing him on his knees every
night, sometimes for hours. It was a devotion I have only seen rarely, even in
the monastery.”
Hannah nodded. “My father was a man of faith as well, and my
thoughts have been returning to him of late.”
A broken sob escaped her, and tears began to spill onto her cheeks. “I’m sorry,” she said quietly, brushing the
tears away. “I didn’t want to cry in
front of you.”
“That’s all right,” he replied
softly. “Sometimes it helps.”
She nodded and managed to
compose herself very quickly. “I'm
ready to go,” she said at last, but made no move to rise.
“Is there something else
that's been bothering you?” he asked.
A frown twitched at the corner of her lips. “Yes, there is something. I don't trust your brother. He's a murderer and a criminal—we’ve both
seen that with our own eyes.”
“Yes, I understand. But my hope--my belief--is that the man who was
the murderer is dead, and my brother is a new creation. I'm trying to trust him, to believe the best of him, and in time I hope he can win your trust too.”
“Why should I trust him?”
“He has the Holy Spirit
dwelling within him.”
“You mean to say that he is
a Christian, then. If this is so, then I
cannot become one. Such men cannot
inherit the promises of God.”
Edward sighed. “In and of ourselves, none of us can hope to inherit the promises of God. No one is righteous. But with his grace, even the worst can be transformed into the heirs of Christ. I hope someday you'll see that.”
“Perhaps,” she huffed, “but
it will not be today.” With that, she
rose and began to make her way back in the direction of camp.
~ ~ ~
When London appeared on the distant horizon, she
could not suppress a shudder.
It sat brooding on the banks of that great river, its buildings rising
up as specters of a dim yet fearsome past. She sighed, shaking her head to dispel the memories. It seemed so long
ago…yet she could still see in her mind the distraught face of Rachel, the old
woman, weeping for her sons in the street.
Edward watched her carefully
as they walked toward the city, and he could see the waves of distress breaking
over her. “Are you all right?” he
whispered, moving up beside her.
“No,” she said. “No, but I have to go on.” Her eyes blazed into his with a sorrow and a
determination beyond what words were capable of expressing. After all that she had gone through and all
of the trials forced upon her, Edward was amazed at her strength of will.
“It will work,” he assured
her, trying his best to sound confident in the face of the very likely
possibility that they would fail.
“I hope so."
It took several minutes to descend toward the
gates of the city and into the narrow streets that wound their way toward the
waters of the Thames. The day was cool and blustery, with a strong
wind blowing on them as they strode through the city.
Little traffic was seen,
since most of the shops had been closed up as evening fell over the
countryside. Though the last light of
day was quickly failing, they walked first to the prison, to that formidable
stronghold where the enemies of the King were kept. Its dark stone walls rose up above them, and
Hannah’s mind was brought back to her first terrible visit there.
Three guards stood at
attention near the gates while another stepped forward, nodding his head toward
their party.
“What is your business
here?”
Hannah stepped forward. “I have come to see my uncle. He was taken in the riots at the King’s
coronation.”
The guard’s face turned up
in a sneer. “Another Jew, eh? I’m afraid I cannot allow you to enter. This is a prison. We cannot simply allow people to walk in.”
“Please,” she protested, her
voice breaking for a moment. “I need to
speak with him. He is my only relative
who remains alive.”
He frowned, his hand falling
to the hilt of his sword. “I have said
all that I will say, Jewess. I would
advise you to leave before we are forced to remove you.”
At this moment, Justin
stepped forward, his face grim. “I am
Justin of York, a King’s man. I ask that
you reconsider. It would only take a
moment.”
The guard shook his head in
wonder, as if he could not believe anyone could be so dull of wit.
“This is a prison! If we allowed everyone to come in who wanted
to, it would be impossible to prevent escapes!
I’m sorry, sir. Without an order
from one of my superiors, I cannot allow you in.”
“What harm could one girl do
to your prison? The rest of us will
remain out here until she is finished.
She was allowed in before, so why restrict her access now?”
The guard shifted
uncomfortably, looking with disdain at her.
After a moment, he sighed. “It
would be permissible, I suppose. But—I
doubt she will find what she is looking for.”
Hannah stared at him,
startled. “Why not? What has happened? I was told—”
“It matters not what you
were told,” the guard cut her off. I
only know what my orders tell me. Just a
few days ago we were informed that the prisons were too crowded, and they shipped
out all the Jews that had been taken for offenses during the riots. There weren’t many left, to tell the
truth. Half of the prisoners here die from
sickness, and the other half only see the sun for a few hours before
execution. Seldom are any pardoned.”
“But my uncle had a price,”
Hannah protested. “I was told that he
could be freed if we paid a sum towards the King’s war effort.”
“Many things change with
time,” the guard snapped back, his face unsympathetic.
“Can you tell me where these
prisoners were taken?” Justin asked.
The guard laughed
cynically. “Probably to the
gallows! But I don’t know for
certain. They never tell us such
matters. You would have to inquire of
one of the court officials or the prison-master.”
“Is the prison-master here?”
Hannah asked hopefully.
“No, he most certainly is
not. And don’t ask me where to find him,
because I haven’t any idea.”
“Then whom can we go to for
information?” Justin asked. “Will the
prison-master be back here tomorrow?”
“I doubt it. He hasn’t been here for
nearly a week.”
Justin nodded, knowing they
would get nothing more from the guard.
Just as they were turning away, one of the other guards spoke up.
“One moment, good sirs! My friend here was not present when we
received news of the prisoners’ whereabouts.
I have been told that if anyone should come asking for those men, to tell
them this: they have been taken to a smaller prison about six miles south of
the city. It’s near the Templar
preceptory.”
Hannah’s face lit up. “Then he is not dead?”
The second guard
shrugged. “As my friend said, many have
died from disease. You shall have to
see.”
“Thank you,” she said
quickly, pulling her friends after her back into the city.
It took some time before they found an inn,
and despite the late hour, the keeper allowed them to take two rooms until the
next morning. The four men took the
largest room together and Hannah was left with the adjoining chamber.
Most fell asleep quickly, but Justin remained
wide awake, his eyes staring out the window over the city, its dark buildings
barely visible in the pale moonlight.
The more he thought about the guard’s words, the more they troubled
him.
He shook his head slowly,
weariness beginning to overtake him. I’m sure it will be fine, he reassured
himself after a while, but still the doubts remained, until at last he drifted
off into a deep sleep as the night wore on over London.